ENGULFED WITH MORE LUSTFUL DESIRES

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I told him that I wanted to feel him inside of me this time.

It was certainly my first time having this kind of feeling and I was so in the mood for anything that came with it.
Then I pulled off his trousers leaving him stark naked.
He said “I love you” then he opened up my legs and...




He laid down and I could feel a rod-like structure driving into me. It hurt a whole lot but I ignored. He was having much pleasure but mine was intertwined with pain.


He grasped my soft flesh while panting. He noticed the pain and told me the pain would not last and I would get to enjoy it.
He turned me over and made me sit on him and satisfy him.
I gave him my all. I believed that it was out of love.
Finally I felt a strange sense of fulfillment. My man was finally mine.



He was done and fell on me and began to bite my ears seductively and released more punch-lines on how he will forever cherish this day.


He went as far as saying that he would tell OUR daughter to give her virginity to the right person and her husband to be precise.

He said, he would marry me and nothing on earth would stop that.
I entered his toilet to get cleaned up and he joined me and turned on the shower.

He literally bathed me and in the course of the bathing, another round of romance began.



He used the water to mess with my sensitivity making me sexually unstable.

His fingers running through and kissing me constantly.

He began another round right there in the bathroom, driving into me while I rested on the white tiled wall of the bathroom.



I did not feel much pain as before and the pleasure got deep into me.
I had hallucinations of seeing my parents and remembering what they said.
But I cut it off.
I have to enjoy the life.


After all, all my friends are not virgins.
I just had sex and I wasn't a small girl anymore. I felt alive and it was accompanied with cravings for more and more.
Couldn’t wait to tell my best friend about it. And in the process I got my man back.


I found out that what he longed for since and I had satisfied him to the best of my capability.
He escorted me started to my lodge and waved goodbye to me.
My mission was completed.


I got inside the lodge and all of my roommates were shocked that he dropped me off when we were actually arguing.
I told them what happened and they did not laugh anymore.
Instead they held me and accepted me fully in.


I earned their friendship properly this time around.
I went for lectures and Duke came to meet me after school as usual. The relationship was steady and I was happy.


But once you have sex, the cravings will be constant and disturbing.


I cut out my reading time for Duke and it was like if I moved in with him.
We made out countless of times in different places.

In my lodge, on one fateful Saturday, we were arguing over some celebrities and their outrageous outfits.
Then I felt a sharp pain in my tummy, I didn’t consider it and I believed to be hunger or something.
It came again, more sharp and painful and accompanied with the sensation of vomit.


I rushed outside and vomited like my life depended on it.
I did not take anything I was allergic to, so where did the vomit originate from?
I went to a pharmacy and the test said I was not sick at all.





With time, I recognized that I was pregnant.
I was shocked and then I realized I had no type of protection during all my expenditures with Duke.

And I told Sarah about it. She said I messed up.
I was shocked on where I went wrong.


She asked me whether I made use of a condom.
I shook my head, she looked at me and told me that I was stupid.


This hurt me really bad because she actually persuaded me.


She started shouting at me. It was as if I stole something from her for Christ Sake.


I could not tell Duke, it may ruin the relationship so I had to find the perfect time to tell him.


He once mentioned of talking with OUR daughter, so I guess the time had actually come to realization.

But things already got sour before then.

He was already dating a girl from another state and I was the substitute all the while.

He went as far as engaging in sexual activities with other girls on the campus.

I told him about my predicament and he totally denied it. He reacted as a pure stranger and it was like he never knew me.

I begged him and he accepted to continue the relationship but I had to get rid of the pregnancy.

If it was to have an abortion, I would do that for love.
He took me to a specialist hospital and to a doctor that handles such unwanted complications.


The doctor took me into a room to runs some tests before the abortion.
And the results were quite disheartening.

He said the pregnancy had reached the middle of the cycle and cannot be altered.

That if there is any alternation, I would die.
He spoke to Duke to keep the pregnancy and take care of me.

But as we left the hospital, the feelings he had for me vanished into thin air.

Duke continued cheating on me. And this time he made it open.

He had a taste of me, ruined me, got bored and wanted to explore more.

It got to a point he brought them to his residence and didn't care about me.

The pregnancy was bringing to spring out. I became a laughing stock, people abstained from me.

I was the center of comedy and Duke continued living as though nothing ever happened.

I was known to be hideous. In a short period of time I had lost a lot, my virginity, my dignity, and my good name.

I could not continue education with such stress. I needed somewhere to live and hide in shame.




Even Sarah could not associate with me anymore. My roommates began to call me all sorts of names.

My parents found out about the ordeal but refused to believe until I returned home.
The semester was almost over.

Loads of carryovers and failure accompanied me on my journey home.

I made a MISTAKE.

A mistake I could never fix.

I was warned but I still ventured into it.
I got home and my parents found out that the rumor was true.

They asked me who was responsible and I called Duke, but he blocked me on all the platforms that existed.

They did not even believe me again.

I was sent out from home and landed with one of my Uncles.

With time, the pregnancy was due and due to stress it resulted into a miscarriage.

I then thought since the pregnancy was gone, my parents would probably receive me.

But my Uncle did not let me, he used the chance of him accommodating me to molest me sexually and I did his bidding.

I had no choice at all.

I was ruined for life.
With time, I got to know God and found peace in my heart.

I left my Uncle and got received by a church where I became a steady worker.

The love my parents had for me was still present and I made amends.

I taught little girls on the path a lady has to follow and motivated them to have a positive mindset and to withstand pressure.

ALL IT TAKES IS ONE WRONG MOVE.

ONE MISTAKE.

ONE TERMINATION.